I have something to tell which I can’t share with no one. I had an abusive childhood like I was beaten a lot by my elder brother for little mistakes like why I raised my voice on my mom and why didn’t turn off the light even on this silly thing.

My mom always supports my brother for whatever he done, and my father he doesn’t even care about what’s going on in home. He barely talked with us. All I saw my parents fighting my mom crying. I hate my family so much. I don’t want to live with them. All I want to live alone and live my life peacefully. Am I cursed? I never succeed yet to get love. I fall in love twice both of time I was dumped. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.