I feel alone yet I am not. I feel defeated even though I have won the battle. I have everything I could ever want and, yet I am unhappy with myself with the choices I have made.
I wish I could turn back time and erase this pain I deal with every day. Unsure of my future unsure of how to move on to the next step.
I do not know what is holding me back. I do not know what road to turn to. I am at a standpoint in my life. Where do I go from here?
23 years some more years to go.