My appearance makes me scared to go out be who I want to. I’m still young. I ‘m still a kid and I don’t want to live my life as an ugly person. Now I don’t want to get surgeries, but I think I’m so ugly I’m embarrassed to even go to school some days. I get told I’m ugly.
I’ve been told so many times I even say it. I mean it is true…right? I’ve always wanted to be accepted. I’m not. I think with how my personality is and my appearance – how it all adds up is probably why I have depression. I’ve heard people say they want depression – to get the attention.
Depression is horrible. Depression makes you want to end your life. Because you feel so lost and empty so ugly and sad… so… so… melancholy. I think I got a bit off topic but what I’m trying to say is that how many times I’ve been told I AM pretty I know its lies. I can easily tell when someone’s lying. Appearance sucks. It really does.
I think the humans on this world need to learn and appreciate the world of other beauty of here. Nature, The Elements. Science. Education. But no. And I know there’s people out there who DO see the TRUE beauty. I’ve been so shown through with the hatred from people I can no longer see beauty…beauty in me. It’s all gone. Though everyone else is amazing. I’m just one person in the whole dang earth! I really wanted a fun life.
I’m only 11. I feel like I should be who I want to be not because of what I look like. But my brain and heart are saying two different things.