What started as interest grew into love, or so that’s what I believe. Was I lonely? Yes. She was the light in the dark, someone that reached out to this lonely man.

I’m thankful for her bringing me out of the darkness, but alas the light faded away. I feel like I’ve returned back into the dark, and it feels darker than ever. It’s swallowing me up, I feel like disappearing, no one will notice that such insignificance is gone. She won’t care. No one will care. I just want to disappear.