My Sad Life

Introduction:I am a 34 year old U.S. marine from Pakistan I live in New York and my Rank is Lieutenant Colonel, I have Schiziophrenia and I am a War Veteran.

Now i’m going to go straight to why I’m writing this.
I once met a Girl online while playing a Game called “Avakin Life”. She changed My Life Forever, After a few days, she asked to Marry me in game, I panicked and lost her. After that a few months of talking to her she married a 38 year old guy named Shane his Username was Freak Angel , Now I’m going to swear that guy was a douchebag. Now I’m afraid for what to do I need you guys to help me!