I hate her so much. I hate my mom. I wish we could get rid of her. I really really hate her. I don’t think I can live peacefully here with her. Can she just leave us alone? I wish she just leaves us “me and my dad” and goes somewhere else without interfering in our matters. Haven’t I suffered enough because of her? I need to live in a society and I don’t think it is possible with her. I don’t know if she will ever change but, I’m really waiting for it. I hate feeling, this discouragement and hatred. No one likes and I’m quite unlucky to be born in this family. My dad got an offer to live in Ireland with his family for 2 years but he rejected it. I really want an escape.