On July 16th at  3am, I woke up after hearing and feeling a bang on my face. On star alert said “we have detected a crash are you okay”. She said that about 3 times. I couldn’t respond till after the 3rd time I screamed call 911 now!!. I ran out my truck and ran to car I had just struck and pulled out the driver and the passenger. When I went to get the 3rd I saw blood and my brain went blank. I lost all emotion. The man in the back was dead. I called my mom and told her I love her because at that moment I had lost all hope on life and wanted my mom to know I love her. When the cops came and they took me to the hospital I couldn’t remember anything. I didn’t even know how I got to the hospital. My head still hurts and lights hurt my eyes. I took a life. I took a son. I took a father. I took someones brother out of this world. I wish i could trade my life for his. I wish i had the willpower to kill my self.