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I feel like an idiot for investing my heart and soul to that friendship

This life experience is about one of my virtual best friend. So, it has been 8 months since I met that person.
We were unknown to each other until I followed him on a social site. He followed back. And next day he messaged me.
We started talking, especially at midnight. Well, I’m a kind of person who gets easily attached. Same happened with me in his case. I got attached. There was not a day when we didn’t talk. This continued till November 2016, he told me he will be busy because he joined his office back. So, he won’t be able to talk to me or even message me. That time I felt a little sad because you know I was kind of ‘addicted’ to him. Those days when we used to talk daily, I felt like I finally found someone who cares for me and will never leave me no matter what and I felt same for him. But as the days passed, I saw a little change in his behaviour. That made me really upset and I started thinking too much. I was literally in depression, I mean not that kind of ‘depression’ but all I know that I was miserable and helpless. Though, he was busy. Sometimes we talked, but things were changed, the way he used to talk was changed, the kind of love he used to give me was changed. HE CHANGED.
And the worst part was, when I told him that “you’re always busy, you don’t care”, when I expressed my feeling to him, he always told me that “You’re overreacting, you know I’m busy. Growing up sucks. You never understand me”
Those lines indeed broke my heart. And you know guys ‘One sided friendship hurts way more than one sided love’
I thought I found my best friend ‘forever’ but I guess nothing lasts forever and people change. Feelings change. Someone has rightly said “Attachments leads to expectations, and expectations leads to disappointments.

Well, we still talk, but things aren’t the way that it used to be. And I feel like an idiot for investing my heart and soul to that friendship.

 

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