On the evening of the 24th June, I went through my social media page & saw a post that one of my closest friend has passed on. That was my worst day of my life.

She was really important to me & always laid my hopes around her and now she was gone. I made it my mission to give her a proper send off.

I decided to seek for donations & travelled all the way to her final resting place. I will never heal because I lost someone that loved me dearly and now I feel empty and alone.

All the men who I thought were precious to me had initially abandoned me and therefore I had to stand alone and grief silently with no one to tell me how things will be better.

I just felt alone & still do.

I wish God would come & talk to me. I wish he would hug me. I wish he would tell me how much he loves me. I wish he would keep me company for a while but as at now I will keep looking at the door & hopefully he will send someone to come & say hello….