When I was eleven, my life was great.
Then my higher grades started and I started get anxious and depressed, because of that I started forgiving everything.
Meaning that when I study very hard for exams, day and night, on the day of the paper I would be blank and I would get bad marks in my exams.
Due to bad marks in exams my parents are never happy for me.
Not only that my brother always fights with me, he is one year younger than me but he acts like he is 5 years older.
He calls me stupid and fat, although I am fat and ugly he treats me like a doll that he can hit anytime.
Me and my family’s bond is very weak, my brother says that I get everything.
He also says that I am still a kid who does not know anything.
I wish I could die, help me.