Do you ever feel like you don’t belong or wonder what the world might be like if you weren’t alive?

Lately I have been feeling lost because I have lost one of my best guy friends because he got a girlfriend, I never see my best friends anymore, friends and family tell me who and who not to date when I know this guy very well and I really like him, and my parents just won’t let me grow up because they don’t trust me around boys.

I sometimes feel like killing myself because I don’t know what or why life is worth living for…