Sometimes, I wish I didn’t feel emotion. Sometimes, I wish that the things that happened to me wouldn’t leave such a lingering effect on me. But they do.

My life seems to be having so many ups and downs that I’m getting to dizzy trying to catch up and be stable for once. Just give me a day, where I can smile without negativity, feel without sadness and pain. Maybe. Just maybe.

My life is going to get better someday. Until then, I just want to sit in a dark corner. And never go out into the world again.