My life as a stupid and in love, I dated a man for almost two years and he was one of the sweetest people I know. He infected me with HIV and left me three months into my pregnancy, I was hurt and very angry, I still am I try to convince myself that I am better off without him but it does not work like that, no matter how hard I try this man is still deep in my heart. Maybe I fucked up the relationship, maybe I did not, all I know is that I still love him deeply and I would do anything to get him back. My life is not the same without him, if not him someone, someone more loving otherwise I fear I would never love again.