How do you know that I wasn’t loving you enough when you don’t know love? You have never seen nor experienced love, be it from your parents or other people in your life.
Your parents never showed love to each other, never once has your dad opened the door for your mother. Never ones have they expressed love in your presence, be it a kiss on the chic or holding hands.
Your friends where never true to you. State one person who loves you? When they love you, you feel it in their touch, in their words and in their action. Ever heard of this saying: “A friend is someone who reaches for your hand but touches your heart.