How beautiful it is to love someone who can never be yours but still belongs to you in every possible way. It’s so beautiful yet chaotic to feel that kind of love.

Where accepting that feeling will leave to nothingness but not accepting the same tears you apart.

Where you can’t let anybody notice your tears but yet again you can’t stop them from flowing down your cheeks at 4 in the morning.

Where forgetting that person is no choice but remembering them is neither.

It’s blissful yet painful at the same time. It’s so amazing to feel that kind of love for a person who was almost like love to you for a second that turned into nothing for another.