One night I was feeling so depressed and wondering why I was on this earth… That night I cried myself to sleep and prayed for happiness.
The next morning, I woke up to a message from an old friend a friend who I haven’t spoken to in 2 years. It was random. We caught up and they then asked me to hang out.
I’m a shy person so shockingly I stepped out of my comfort zone and agreed. I hung out with this friend for 2 days in a row and I can honestly say it was the happiest I’ve been in a really long time.
Doing nothing with this individual brought me so much joy and reminded that there were still good things out there. But after those 2 days this friend who made me forget about all my depression for those 48 hours stopped messaging me and fell off the face of the earth…. Maybe I’m exaggerating because it’s been like a week lol, but I’m confused if this is what god sent me if this was that happiness I needed why was it stripped away so fast you know? What lesson was there to be learned? I’m just confused and don’t know how to take it …