Things changed no matter you like it or not. There’s so many things to put down and move on. No matter what is it. Your good memories with friends, your ex, your previous lifestyle, and many things else. They were meant to be the past and there are so much things to go on and look forward although you don’t see it now.
But there is something you know you should and must do right now. You got your own responsibility and work to do, your path to go and your dream to chase. There is so much things to let go and yet so much new things to chase on. Don’t look back. Find yourself a better you and there is always a way. Try as hard as possible. YOU are YOU. There is no one will be there for you if you don’t do it for yourself.