I’m not going to say I had the roughest life, I’m just going to say the weight on my shoulders was too much. I remember the times we where all together, laughing, crying, in good and bad times, but still the three of us together. Then just like that , its all been taken away.. My mother, my foundation for life, died in my arms in front of my handicap brother, a year later my best friend and only reason to go on in life, was take from me by the state. Nothing is getting better. I’ve lost everything good in my life. There is no reason to go on living . I’m going to commit suicide today. This isn’t a desperate attempt for someone’s attention. My heart has lost its beat. My soul is lifeless… I can’t find anymore. For the first time, I’m throwing in the towel…I can’t fight anymore.. goodbye…