I came to United States, about three years ago. I fell in love with my best friend almost 4 years ago. I did everything to come here to see him. I did everything to win his heart. I tried to be nice and loved him to death. I never knew if that will have a happy end.
I feel I want to get married and I feel he has never been committed to me. He has lots of girls on his mind.
I am afraid, but I love him so much. Maybe I should have backed off….