my dream is to be built someday and have a strong muscular built body, i started going to a few days back and previously about 3 to 4 years back i had shoulder impingement issues and now after i went to the gym i got it again and this time with both arms, so far what i’ve learnt is that i can never lift weights like how i could or wanted to or i may even have to never weight train again. this was my life dream and I’m so devastated that i even think of ending my life. idk what to do and i don’t really have anyone to share this with so I’m typing it here.