I was seeing a guy at college for a long time but things just stopped working out. I knew he was using me, but my feelings for him would cloud my judgement. I lost my friends through this, and he left for uni in a win. 3 months later he comes back…well yo can guess what happened. A few months later i suspect I’m pregnant, we spoke about it and he ordered me to get an abortion, however 3 weeks later I have a miscarriage instead. I never wanted a child I simply wasn’t ready, but now all I feel is emptiness like some part of me is missing.