I really don’t know how to start.
The real question is where do I start? With when I was depressed for the first time or when I got over it? Guess I’ll start from when I started university

So, I started 7 months ago. Back then I was just getting over my depression and coming to terms with my social anxiety. I didn’t make any new friends and that is still the case today. I was on a site like this and I met somebody on there who understood me. If you met me you would.t think I was the kind of person who was at rock bottom for a long time. She was awesome and really helped me come out of my shell. When the site closed we, each e-mailed the site and managed to get each other e-mails. Then we started to talk on WhatsApp.

We messaged each other every night without fail. I looked forward to the evenings because that was when we spoke. It was perfect until one day I send a message and I get no reply. I think this is fine as she might be out or her phone is dead. Next night still no reply. I tried sending more messages but I get no reply. I don’t know if she’s ignoring me but I would like to get a message saying she is if that’s the case.

Right now, I don’t really know what to do as she meant a lot to me. She was my only real friend and now I don’t know what to do. If your reading this and you know who you are then please just message me something to let me know what’s going on. I really miss you.

Toxic Bullet