I want to start with the fact that I’m just 14 years old and I should be enjoying my life instead I put on a show during the day and cry myself to sleep every single night.

I’m transgender but I haven’t come out because I simply cant and I am also really depressed because I am extremely self-conscious about my weight even though I am not fat.

I have a bit off at over my lower belly that I cant get rid of so I suck my stomach in in public and pretend to be really skinny. I have been doing this for years and I’m sick of it.

I’m jealous of my brother because I wish I was him and he is perfectly skinny and obviously my parents favourite. Also I am not able to do sports any more because I am too self-conscious about my body and I literally cannot wear shorts. I really want to because I used to be as skinny a my brother but I just cant. I’m really depressed and I don’t know what to do.