I wish I didn’t feel so alone, like there is nobody left to talk to.
Then I feel guilt. I do have friends, I do have people to talk to. Why don’t I open up to them?
I think it’s because I’m scared. I don’t want to seek attention. I don’t want to be called an attention-seeker. I think that’s probably my biggest fear: not being liked.
I try so hard to please people that they either take me for granted or end up getting bored of me. Example: my past two relationships: one took me for granted, the other stopped liking me. There’s obviously something wrong with me. What is it? I don’t really know. Maybe it’s just everything about me.
My shitty humour, my shitty advice, my shitty personality, my shitty face, my shitty body… Speaking of shitty, grades.
Boy am I a terrible student. I realised that about a year too late. Now I am a 15-year-old with a hopeless future. I have bad grades, no talents, little close friends, I feel so alone, like there is nobody left to talk to.
Don’t think negative about yourself?.There was a time when I feel the same like you but now I am happy.i am still alone and I still don’t have any good friends? but it doesn’t mean that I can’t be happy. I also had bad grades even I failed in 11th standard but time heald everything..so my advice is don’t take life seriously. Be happy.Be what you want to be .Do what you want to do.Happiness is not magic .. happiness is you.:)