I’m tired!! Life has been long and the loneliness has grown to an excruciating level! I don’t know how to reduce the pain, the devastation of not having someone.

I know my situation isn’t going to change, because I am me. I was hurt a very long time ago and I shut myself off it was that or die Now 3 decades later I’m reeling from the pain my shell has caused me. Don’t be me, it’s okay to try again!! I’m 51. My time for a relationship is gone now. I’m not looking for pity I just want someone to hear me, please don’t let me be for nothing!