I don’t really know if this is even good enough to go up somewhere. It isn’t even a story really, it’s just way too many feelings clustered within me.

I think I’m broken. I think I’m living my life everyday just telling myself that I will be happy like everyone else I know. The thing is I don’t know what I want to do with my life and to some it may seem extremely stupid but I have plans that I WILL EXECUTE not taking into consideration how my heart really feels about it… BECAUSE I HAVE TO