And then I never was his priority. The guy who did what not to get me, is the same guy who would choose drugs over me. You can never be a persons priority if he’s into drugs. What kills me the most is watching him change day by day. Change in his behavior, health, appearance and his love for me.. Unfortunately I was too naive to realize this coming.. Drug won over me. Drugs came first not me. All the love, energy, time everything was nothing to him but drugs were his everything. Few years later, I was everything I wanted. Happy & Successful and him? He indeed was alone, unhappy, and regretful. But it was too late for him to realize is what he thought. But it’s better late than never. He lost everyone over drugs. He lost the love of his life over drugs, and today when he saw his dreams come to life his heart broke because the dream was lead by someone else but not him. And he sat alone thinking that he would have refused to take drugs for the first time just for enjoyment. Little did he know it always starts with fun.