There’s something wrong with me, but I don’t know what. I feel so broken and alone that it actually scares me and I got to this point where… I really don’t know what to do anymore. Whatever this thing is, it messed me up so bad… I don’t eat, I sleep all the time, I feel like I’m so done with everything and I don’t fucking understand why?! I’m not usually a needy person. I don’t like being in the center of attention and I don’t really show my emotions. I never really cry unless something really bad has happened but last night… Last night I felt horrible. I can’t even explain the pain in my chest, I wanted to rip my heart out and for the first time I’ve cried myself to sleep. I was just lying in my bed trying to fall asleep when I started thinking about all the things I hate about myself, about everything that I fail doing, about EVERY single imperfection and I just cracked.
I feel so pathetic though. Like… I have everything I could ever need: a family, a roof above my head, food, clothes, amazing friends and still… I feel so depressed. What’s happening to me?
Hey I know your feelings because it’s the same with me …you know sometimes life gives us so much of pain that it’s hard to cope up with all of it alone but still at time like this we are always alone …so I just want to tell you that everything will be fine ..:)..it’s a just a small fight and you can do it because you are much more stronger than you think ..