I feel stuck with my life, I have no place to share.
Live far from family in some place full of strangers.
I used to be an easy going person and very easy to make friend with anyone, but now change after 8 years marriage.
Everything became negative in my mind, I can’t think straight and positive anymore.
Feels like I forced to be someone else, cannot express my emotion, have no place to talk.
Feels like everyone is enemy to me.
I even talked something bad to my in law and it feel terrible, I don’t want to but I have to.