My best friend has found a new best friend, even though it’s not really “official” yet. I’m scared of losing our friendship but recently it’s like were always competing and she kind of hits me sometimes; usually not too hard and as a joke, but I feel like I see hatred in her eyes sometimes. Her new friend is in the same volleyball team as her and they got really close this year. I don’t know what to do because she’s my first real best friend but lately it seems like our friendship has become toxic.

Her new friend is skinnier than me and pretty, and basically liked by everyone; while I’m nothing compared to her.

My best friend has recently also been caring so much about guys and its quite annoying. Yes, I’d love for her to find someone good for her, but I feel like she will not be happy until she finds a guy and I personally don’t think that’s healthy. Her new best friend is also friends with her ‘ex’-crush and new crush, and I’m not sure if that’s the reason she’s with her so much. I mean every time she’s with her crush and her new best friend, she acts like I don’t exist.