I feel broken. Not heart broken, just broken. I feel this emptiness in me. It is hard to describe. Everything is going well for me. I am a full-time student, I work on weekends. I have a passion. I have friends and family that care for me.
It feels like I am taking them for granted. I feel like I am not good enough. I just want to drop out of college and quit on life. I am tired of everything. I feel like I have nothing for me. I’ve been told otherwise. I am a burden to society. I don’t have the courage to end myself, I wish every night before I sleep that I never wake up. I am just living my life day by day with mask on my face saying that I am fine.