I’m in deep darkness right now. No matter how I tried to be happy I always fall down. I feel so empty, yet I come out as happy as any normal people would be.
I don’t understand anymore. There comes a time where I wish I was dead so that I won’t bother the people around me anymore.
I feel like a useless, stupid girl because right now I’m still confused or lost as to where I am going now.
Nobody understand the way I feel, and they never will because they never tried to. I’m tired of this I just want to disappear. I’m angry at myself because even though I’ve done my best I’m still not good enough.