Well, I do not usually write or know how to write and express my feelings, but this week a thing happened and change my life… forever.
I was a very active and a dreaming girl, I did not believe in failure.
I work hard, and I planned everything for my life after graduation.
I did not think that in a minute your life can change and turn upside down.
But apparently as Gus said in the movie ‘ the fault in our stars ‘ that life is not a wish granting factory.
I cannot face the world, the people and my friends who will continue their dreams with my failure and see the compassion look on their face, I cut off my connection with everyone and every social media.
I cannot swallow my feelings, I cannot continue living my life.
I do not have any passion for anything anymore.
I do not want to continue this life.
I wish I can be someone else in somewhere else in the world.
I want to fall down in a long coma and not waking up anymore.
Because I am tired of trying.
I think when you van not have any passion any more this means that you are dying inside.