I recently got married to my high school sweetheart. We’ve been together off and on since just before I turned sixteen. The last time we got back together was a year and a half ago. Before I agreed to continue the relationship, I had to really make sure the relationship would progress and last to prevent more hurt between each other. When I said, “I do”, I was one hundred percent sure.
However, since the wedding, I get the feeling that she wasn’t ready yet. She sleeps when she’s not at work and we only really get an hour or so together. I am also a woman and before the wedding, she told me that she wishes that she had experimented more with men. She then asked if I would except her and her want to explore that later in our marriage. I didn’t know what to say. I love her so much and thought that we were both on the same page going into this. Now I just feel inadequate and unwanted. Not to mention that the “honeymoon phase” hasn’t really been a thing because she’s always asleep or preoccupied. I don’t know what to do.