Well, I came here to share my feelings or problem I don’t really know how to address it, but here we go. When I in my 8th grade I suddenly ranked 2nd in my class and it made my parents really proud. But when finals came and ended, I ranked 3.5. It made my parents really mad and disappointed, mostly my mom.

I felt like everything I do isn’t enough for them. This thing also happened in my primary days excluding the part that I ranked 2nd or 3.5. I feel really bad, I started to think that I’m a bad daughter to them, how can their daughter make her parents really disappointed. I felt really sad these days and today I opened up to them about this. Instead of feeling better after I let it all out, everything just became worse.