Hello, please somebody help me. My life has been going out as total mess. I am going to fail my exams and if I fail, my school is going to throw me out. My family is poor. They have so many expectations from me.
They have been doing like everything for me, for my resources, school fees, my dad has been into various jobs. I excelled till my previous class. But now this is going to be total shit. I just wanna cry.
I have like totally ruined everything. Yes i do have friends. But they won’t be for a longer time with me. I wanted to be student who is intelligent, totally concentrated, focused, who teachers appreciated. I wanted to be like so much studious, an impression which everyone should have of me, “yeah here’s he, let’s ask him”, like everybody coming and asking doubts from me.
But i have messed up everything, I am going to be seventeen soon. I hadn’t ” wanted” these things, i actually “want” these things, an impression of me, far better.