This is not the life I wanted… I had lot of dreams in my eyes… but this marriage decision shattered everything…

At last moment I told I don’t want to get married hopefully someone would have listened…

Now I am tired of myself… my life… fulfilling demands of this person… I feel just Shattered everyday everytime….

What I have in my life left… nothing.. just to take care of my husband… talk to in-laws… fulfil husbands demand for that even I need to take loan.. I am fed up of my life… I just have waters in my eyes….

Whom to talk what to talk… don’t no…

Why I got married….. just end my happiness…. be a slave of husband..

It started all from 2017… their demands… furniture… money… ac… fridge… are u people seriously exist?????
Have some shame…. 15 days before… I told at that time let not do it…
but no one heard…. all the stiffness everywhere….
No one understands me…

I always had a dream of beautiful wedding… full of happiness but for me it came like dark shadow who ate me.. I am lost inside it… my wedding was more curse for me… my in-laws they did nothing for me even putted all fake jewellery… everything kept breaking for me… it was all like my fault.. I felt may it’s just them may be my husband is good… unaware of this… but I am left disheartened….

Whenever he and his family gets chance they always put wrong allegations on me… no one understands… I am finished from inside… nothing left

Not a single day in last 2 years I lived freely.. just living with a burden… God please take me with you.. I don’t want to live.. I want to die…

But only 1 thing stops me, momma and papa they love me a lot… just for them I have tied my hands…
But day by day it’s choking me… this relation is eating me from inside…

Why marriage is required… why it is forced… people can live happy single also… God please save me… I request… save me.. I am tired of my life….