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I lost my virginity when I was around ten to my 24 year old tutor

I lost my virginity when I was around ten years old to my tutor and he was around twenty four years old. At that time I didn’t know that there was something as such virginity or first kiss.

I regret it all now. I started watching porn at a very young age and started masturbating too. I even was once caught watching porn in seventh standard by my dad.

I regret it all a lot. I just can’t understand that how can I let something as such happen to me. I feel disgusted by myself. Even if not for me, he was a mature person how could he do it. It was not rape because I agreed to it but still…

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  1. It was rape, cause you were too young to even understand what that is or what it meant. Even if you agreed to it, you weren’t really in a position to agree or disagree cause that is something no one should have asked you or do to you in the first place.
    Kids have to be 21 to legally drink but you at the age of 10 could be able to decide if you’d wanna have sex or not?
    I am sorry that this happened to you and I hope you know it’s not your fault!!! Doesn’t matter how you felt at the moment. You were too young to understand and your feelings now, as a grown up confirms that!

  2. It was not consensual dear. You were not old enough to give your consent. He molested you, doesn’t matter what you told him. He was old enough to know better. You should ask your parents if they can take you to a counselor, it would really help. If you don’t feel safe doing so, you should talk to a teacher or other adult with whom you feel safe. I am a teacher for elementary and middle school students (grades 4, 5, 6, and 7, roughly 9 years old to 12). I love my students and look at them as my children. I would give my life for them. We have procedures in place if a student comes to us with any similar kind of situation. A counselor will help you see this was not your fault and help you to move forward.

  3. even if you agreed it’s still rape. you were below of the age of consent. it’s statutory rape

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