I’m a military kid and it fucking sucks! I’m 14 and I have lived in 5 different places! I’m moving again this summer to Alaska. I have lived there before and there are some people i know there and i guy that i talk to EVERYDAY. We really like each other and i think we might date but i don’t know. I don’t think i can deal with leaving my friends again. I feel like half of my world is going to be taken away from me. I have a large amount of friends but i always had a feeling that i cant trust them. Idk. I just don’t think being in this world and not having friends is worth it. I know i have my family but sometimes i cant stand them! my sister has ocd and adhd so its even harder for my family and i to deal with it but i think i get the worse of it. i share a room with her. She cant clean and she blames the dirty room on me and all the shit on the floor is hers!!!!!! I dont think any of this is worth it. I don’t think I’m going to kill my self. I wouldn’t do that but life is fucking hard and I’m just hoping there is some good coming my way or a reason I shouldn’t be so depressed.