Now I’m better, but most of the time I feel very lonely, and I feel like I don’t do absolutely nothing in my daily, I just annoy everyone around me.

I feel so ugly and fat and just so horrible, I feel like a bad person, that no one can count with me when something bad happen, I don’t feel like I have someone to tell this kind of things, I just feel so bad about everything, I can’t do anything right and I don’t know what to do.

I’m disappointing my family (not exactly my parents, more like my uncles, and grandpas, cousins, etc.) and I don’t want to.