It’s been so many years since he last touched me.
It’s almost been a year since I last saw my abuser and I know he can’t abuse me anymore, but it’s the fear that don’t let me sleep peacefully.
I was an idiot because I thought its over but then we met again it was just him and me again.
It was a day when I first had my anxiety attack and I still get it every night. Crying all alone wishing someone would come and hug me.
I don’t need anyone to tell me that its fine because I know it’s not fine but I can manage on my own just like I am being doing all these years.
it’s not my depression that hurts but it’s these anxiety attacks that are killing me slowly, slowly every night. It’s really hard and suffocating when you have to hide everything your secret, your pain and your suffering because you don’t want anyone to feel sad for you, you don’t want their sympathy and that pathetic look on their face.
But I can’t do it anymore because now it hurts really bad and day by day it’s getting hard to breath for me.
I’ve been hiding this for almost 10 years but I just can’t do it anymore so I won’t hide it anymore.
I AM A VICTIM OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT AND NOW I WANT TO BE A SURVIVOR OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT.
I am also a survivor of sexual assault, and I say also a survivor because that’s what I think you are. you are a survivor because you are owning it, because you want help, because you are. You are a survivor because you are surviving.
She didn’t say assault, she said harassment. Which is so god damn stupid that I’m just stunned. Where the hell do these weak minded people come from? You want to be a survivor of sexual harassment? Get a fucking life you dumb stupid bitch. There are women who have suffered through actual physical abuse and rape, and they still manage to get through life just fine. Someone makes a few comments, maybe brushes up against you, and your whole world is falling apart. Good fucking grief. Grow the fuck up you stupid princess bitch.
What do you mean harassment? WTF is harassment?