You’ve probably heard of a triangle love and how badly it sucks.

My story, however, is much worse than a triangle love. It’s a pentagon love.

What is it? Let’s just say a few months ago, I fell in love with a friend whom I talked to every single day. However, when I realized this and told one of his close friend, she said that he’s in love with someone who’s been my friend for 6 years.

Knowing that you love someone who loves someone else sucks. Knowing that you love someone who loves a close friend sucks even more. What’s even worse is that I can’t really say “I’ll let him go for his happiness” because my close friend was in a relationship.

Which means I’m in love with a guy who loves a close friend who doesn’t like him back.

Of course, I tried getting him at first so then maybe he could move on and be with me. But all of his close friends said that I had no chance because he really loved her.

The truth is he started noticing that I might have feelings for him so he stayed away. Gone of all the chats, conversations, and any kind of communications.

This was when I found out one of my friend had been in love with me for 3 years, and I had no feelings whatsoever for him.

Thus, I ended up in a pentagon love because someone loves me but I love someone else who loves my close friend who’s in a relationship.

It’s been months since I’ve been out of that heart-breaking chain, yet I’m still very much hurt by it.

I started saying that I’ve moved on to people with a big smile on my face. When in fact I still love him.

I just don’t want him to feel what I’ve felt. To ignore someone who loves you while being ignored by someone you love.