So, a few weeks ago my two friends broke up. So, my friend (Fake Name) “Z” the one that broke up with my other friend started hanging out with me by getting into calls and playing some games with me. So, I ask him why all of a sudden did you want to hang out with me.

I kind of knew why but still thought he was dating my friend (Fake Name) Tammy. Then he told me just because…. So, I started keep asking him why until he gave me a good answer. He then told me that he liked me, (I didn’t know he broke up with her till then).

So, I asked him what about Tammy? He said they broke-up a few days ago. He said I was going to tell you that I liked you when we knew each other more, I told him that I didn’t want to date him because I can’t date a friend’s ex. So, he said sorry and that he liked me ever since we all met. (When he meant by that is when me, Tammy, him, and my other friends met).

So, asked why didn’t you ask me before, I’ve would of thought about it at least. Then he said I thought you liked someone else (not going to say their name). So, I said maybe a little but we were never together, so you still had a chance.

So, I told my closes friend (Fake Name) Arnold about it. (He’s a bff…well an ex-bff now). He told me to not go out with him because I couldn’t date a friend’s ex. So, I said yeah of course not. When we talked about after that I felt like something bad was going to happen, like I’m going to lose a friend. It was the same feeling I had before me and my other friend got into an argument and stopped talking (Good News: we were friends again after a few weeks). So, Z still wanted to hang out with me even though I said I couldn’t date him, he said he’ll wait. Forgot to mention that when Z and Tammy broke up our group broke apart kind of.

There was a lot of drama in our group, just because 2 people broke up with each other. One of my friend, (Fake Name) Bonnie, said she was going to commit suicide because she felt like everyone would like it if she was gone. So, some of us tried to convince her to not do it, luckily, she didn’t do. So, after that happened there were 2 separate groups between us, some were either on Z or (Fake Name) A’on’s group. I thought that was bs so I told Z to say sorry to Tammy and (Fake Name) Sanny and other people that he had to say sorry to. We all got together.

I was happy that it did. I was happy we were friends again and proud of Z for doing it, for that I asked Tammy if its ok to date Z. She said she doesn’t care, I kept asking her but she kept saying its ok, if it makes you happy. So, I told Z that I got permission from her, so Z got into a private call with me and was nervously trying to say (my name), will you be my girlfriend. I responded with a “yes”. I was very surprised at my answer, then Z said I’m really happy, you’re my dream girl.

So of course, I blushed of what he said to me, then he said I love you. So, I said I love you too. Then he ended the call and joined the other call. I was happy and nervous because I said I love you back, with my voice. Then I told my friend that I once lost a relationship with that I agreed to date. She supported on it and was happy. Then told Tammy about what happened then we talked about stuff like how Z asked her out. (It was different :p). Anyways a few minutes after I finished talking with Tammy. My closes friend Arnold said You’re f(bad words)ing dating Z? I said Tammy, I said I could.

Then I asked Tammy if she told him, then Arnold answered for her saying yes, she told me. I felt like crap during our argument, I tired anything to not lose “Arnold” he was very close to me and I fudged up really badly, I wish I could- nvm. What I did, was my choice. I’m going to stop here because I don’t want to share any farther than this. I don’t want any answers. I just want to share my story of how me and my ex-bff aren’t friends anymore.

We still aren’t friends till this day and won’t be because Arnold wouldn’t want to be my friend anymore, not after I lied to him. (Btw after our argument I told Z that I don’t want to be with him anymore for a certain reason and to find someone else, after all that I cried the rest of the night). THE END -A Gamer Gurl