I have anxiety and depression at first I noticed at the start of it all that I started isolating myself from everybody and I lost all of my friends and soon I started cutting at my wrists and at the time it wasn’t that bad I didn’t even bleed but that all came to an end when my parents found out that I was cutting they told me that not to do it again and stuff but after about two months I went right back into cutting my wrists but this time I was cutting a little deep and blood started coming out I liked seeing blood come out of my arms and then sooner or later my parents found me cutting again and this time they were angry at me and threaten to spank me if they saw any more cuts on my body and then they started wondering, “Hey maybe she has a mental disorder”.

Then they thought that it might be a good idea to take me to therapy and then they said “that ideas out of the question”, you want to know why they didn’t get help for is because they were worried about me missing a couple of hours of school they never did get me help and that really hurt be that they chose time over getting me help and it’s not like I was getting good grades at the time so I figured that what would it matter if I missed a couple hours of school, one time my depression got to the point where I didn’t value my life anymore so that night I rapped my hands around my neck and squeezed as hard as I could and I passed out luckily I woke up that morning and I didn’t succeed in killing myself because things have gotten way better nobody know about my suicide attempt till this day