I grew up with my dad abusing my mom. When my dad eventually left, my mom became emotionally abusive towards me soon after.
She would taunt me, tear me down and I had a love/hate relationship with her. I soon became too scared to be weak in her eyes thinking that she would mock me, so I never really shared my feelings with her.
This kept going and I still do not share my feelings with her. I became aggressive, anxious, and always doubted myself.