If I was rich like my sister, if I was successful like my sister, if I was smart like my sister, if I got enough money to buy her present like my sister, if I was pretty like my sister… Would my mom love me more?

Would she hit them like she hit me because of ridiculous reasons? I felt dumb and insulted. Why can’t I be like my sisters? I can only cry silently and swallow everything my mom did to me.

I’m not a kid anymore and I don’t deserve such a treatment. Why can’t my mom treat her daughters fairly… from 19th years old girls… hey mom guess what? Can your successful and rich daughters take care of you when you get old? We’ll see…