God, I feel shitty. My best friend has been avoiding me I think? We’re logged into each other’s Instagram’s and so we can see each other’s dm’s.

She’s been telling her other friends about what’s been going on with her boyfriend and how she’s going to be breaking things off and dating this girl. She didn’t tell me about it and we tell each other literally everything. We were supposed to go to pride together this year, as we did for the first time last year, especially because she bought a two pride flags, one for me and one for her, and we were going to flaunt them together. We had this planned since pride last year. Now she’s saying that she doesn’t know if I can go with her this year because she might take her new girlfriend. It really sucks because I was so excited, and I don’t know what to do. She’s the only way I’d be able to go.

I love her a lot, she’s like my sister really, I would die for her she’s pretty much my number 1, but I feel like she’s always annoyed with me or that she never wants to be around me and I’m not sure why or what to do. Ugh.