I am not a whore. I am in a lovely relationship at the moment.
Lately though, I’ve been observing a guy in my class. He has a beautiful warm smile which really attracts me. Also, he has a friend who always laughs and looks at me whenever is something funny. So, the reason why I feel guilty is that I really want to kiss them!! I really want to get to know them better and make them feel free around me. I want to feed my imagination. I want to make a love story with both of them at the same time! It’s so insane!! I never felt this way. It all started months ago. If I were a poet, I would say that I am a human lover. It sounds me so entertaining and both interesting just to meet people and try with them different kind of relationships and love adventures…
(I repeat: I love my boyfriend, I would never cheat him.)
But does that weird will of mine has a name?