Right now, I’m trying to pull my things together and damn! It’s just so hard. I used to be a party animal, go out every weekend, drink and do drugs on and on. I felt that I’m stagnating and that I need something else.
I consider myself a messed-up person as I can’t be 100% okay with myself. But yesterday happened something which is hard for me to understand. A guy which is 10 years older than me asked me to be his life coach…
Is it a sign I am on the right path? Is it only coincidence? I can’t even look that man in the eye because I don’t like his presence. And I’m feeling weird and thinking and the only thing I really want is stargaze and discuss with someone the whole night. But I’ll enjoy my presence and keep being lonely, It’s okay.