Before I was 11 my mom would wash me. At that age i would get hard. She would wash me and see me get hard.
At some point she washed me and stroked my cock and made me cum.
Things progressed to where she started sucking me and swallowing my cum. Lord I loved it.
At 14 she started fucking me when dad went to work. She had me fuck her in every hole.
I was in heaven for the next 15 years. She was killed in a car wreck when I was 26 years old.
To this day I still jack off to what we did.
Sorry to burst your bubble my dude but you were groomed by your mother. This is sickening. I hope you just made that up. If not, don’t be afraid to seek out therapy. Everyone needs therapy in some point in their life.